Like you, Bella

Subject: Like you, Bella Sun Jun 13, 2010 10:58 pm

Again another songfic. Like You by Evanescence

I didn't want to believe what Rosalie had just told me. There was no way I would believe that my pure, sweet angel had just killed herself. Rosalie was lying, just to get me to go to Bella. I know she doesn't understand my feelings for her but she understands how much it hurts to be away. She's lying.

I have to call.

Stay low
Soft, dark, and dreamless
Far beneath my nightmares and loneliness
I hate me
For breathing without you
I don't want to feel anymore for you

I went to the nearest phone booth, not wanting Bella to see my number and not pick up. I needed to hear her voice.

It rang once, and was picked up by a male, although I knew that wasn't Charlie. I decided to pretend I was Carlisle and wanted to talk to Charlie about Bella.

"Hello, this is Dr. Carlisle Cullen; would it be possible to speak with Charlie Swan?" I was surprised at how much I sounded like him.

"He's at the funeral."

I couldn't speak, if my heart was beating it would have stopped right then. Funeral. Bella's Funeral. She had killed herself. I lost my angel.

Grieving for you
I'm not grieving for you
Nothing real love can't undo
And though I may have lost my way
All paths lead straight to you

After hanging up the phone I wondered through the streets. No one seemed to notice a grown boy walking aimlessly trough the rain, without an umbrella.

I lost my Angel, forever. I thought she would be better off with us gone, but she is worse. Now I lost her. I can't live without her, I won't!

I long to be like you
Lie cold in the ground like you
There's room inside for two
And I'm not grieving for you
I'm coming for you

I went to the airport and took the next plane out to Italy. I would go see the Volturri and ask them to kill me. If they denied me, I would force them to kill me.

I would be able to see my Bella again, feel her body and not have to worry about taking her precious life away from her.

I could do everything I wanted to do, without harming her at all. I will see my Angel soon.

Halo
Blinding wall between us
Melt away and leave us alone again
Humming, haunted somewhere out there
I believe our love can see us through in death

It was too sunny for me to just go outside. I decided to wait around, pretending someone was picking me up.

At night time I could get a car and make my way to Voltera.

I long to be like you
Lie cold in the ground like you
There's room inside for two
And I'm not grieving for you
I'm coming for you
You're not alone
No matter what they told you
You're not alone
I'll be right beside you forevermore

I dove quickly, happy to have found a Mercedes with tinted windows. I went as fast as the car would allow, only slowing to the speed limit when a cop was near. Not like it mattered, if I was seen during daylight and told to get out of my car, the Volturri would kill me right away, to stop them from being discovered.

I smiled at the thought of exposing what I am to the people of Italy, who were supposed to be vampire free thanks to them.

I long to be like you sis
Lie cold in the ground like you did
There's room inside for two
And I'm not grieving for you
And as we lay in silent bliss
I know you remember me
I long to be like you
Lie cold in the ground like you
There's room inside for two
And I'm not grieving for you
I'm coming for you

As I entered the chamber I had one thought, only one thing I was looking forward to.

I'm coming for you, My Angel. Bella, I love you.

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