my angry rant

Subject: my angry rant Fri Sep 03, 2010 4:13 pm

so i live in a bad situation with my mom and ive been trying to leave but there is a court order that i live there so i havent left yet and this jerk ex-bf of mine started lecturing me about how i have no issues and all kinda of bs and then he is helping and that i should be angry when all he is doing is lecturing me from his big 5 bedroom house where he lives with his parents who do nothin but hand him money and he doesn work and he is taking like 1 college course.

I work/ am i school 50 hours a week, plus i have a mom who likes to drink and to hit when she feels like it. nothing i can do is right and i've been paying my own way for years and helpign her pay bills since i was 9 when i got my first job. so i had this angry rant at him and i feel i was right but maybe im wrong when he yelled at me for being stressed:

Cali-bel: its easy for someone living with loving parents and a good life who to say "if you dont like it change it" they dont have to stand in your shoes, they dont have to be hit by their parents, they dont have to do shyt. and they dont have a court order keeping them in a bad situation
Cali-bel: get it
Cali-bel: those 2 months are not health or safe for me to be in the situation
Cali-bel: my dad is talking to a legal person, i may have to take my mom to court to leave
Cali-bel: but you wouldnt know that because the only thing you ever say is "if you dont like it change it" or "just move out when your 18"
Cali-bel: im over stressed, ive been starving, im sick, and i live in a dangerous enviroment
Cali-bel: i dont wanna hear that
Cali-bel: your not helping
Cali-bel: helping was the people helping me sneak my stuff out and stepping between my mom when she was trying to hit me, and picking me up at 10 at night when im walking downt eh street crying
Cali-bel: thats the help i need
Cali-bel: helping is when people see somethings happened and say "how can i help" or "what needs to be done"
Cali-bel: and then doing it
Cali-bel: but im irritable and this isnt doing any good to yell at you and im sorry
Cali-bel: when you know shyt is going down you dont always wait for a request

Guest

oh honey I am sorry to hear that

Subject: Re: my angry rant Fri Sep 03, 2010 4:35 pm

thanks angel i was just upset because he was being smug and a jerk and i cant do anything about my situation right now and i was suppose to be out of it 2 days ago and the legal stuff got in teh way

Guest

can they really do that court order you to live with your mother I mean she beats you that isn't right

Subject: Re: my angry rant Fri Sep 03, 2010 5:12 pm

my mom is also a good actress in public as long as she doesnt have to see the people alot na she works for the courts. i was 10 when she was given custoday and she has it till i turn 18

Subject: Re: my angry rant Fri Sep 03, 2010 7:01 pm

I'm very sorry. At least your seventeen instead of like 14 or something.... right?

Subject: Re: my angry rant Fri Sep 03, 2010 7:58 pm

yup but i've been putting up with it since i was 7 i just didnt have the cuts to stand up for myself