Onyx's Poetry

What I've Become

With everything thats happened,
I have lost myself.
I know who I was,
But i dont know who I am,
What i'm doing here,
Or Where I'm going.

I was a nice girl.
The kind that did things for others,
Without receiving in return.

I gave things away,
Just to see people smile.


Now I yell at those who smile,
And demand payment for my work.

What happened to me?
Who am I?
How can I go back to the days,
When me heart was whole?


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I'm on a straight dirt road.
I can see for miles.
But all of a sudden there's a side road,
All winding and bumpy.

Everyone is telling me to stay on the main road,
That short cuts are bad.

The side road looks alot harder to walk down
But it looks so pretty,
With the flowersand animals on the sides.

I tell everyone to shut up
And I headed down the side road.

At once it is so obvious that no one has been down here in a long time.
Being alone is better than following everyone else.

Thank you!



Savior

Im stuck in the world of pain
Struggling to find a way out
But realize its impossible
And I give up

You come looking for me
And once you find me
You yell to me
Saying "Dont give up.
You're too special to me.
I wont let you do this."

I run to the gates
And into your arms
Realizing that this
Is where I'm supposed to be
With you
Forever and always




Stars

My life was like a starless night
Dark and scary
I was ready to give up
To stop looking
But then you came back
Back into my life
And you brought with you
The stars that were stolen
From my night
And with the stars
You brought me something
That was foreign
To me until now
You brought extreme happiness



One little Card

I've always been intrigued
By the idea of forbidden love

Ive read about it
In so many books
Ive watched it
In so many movies

Ive always known
It was real
But I never thought
I would find it

We were strangers
For the longest time
Then with the magic
In one little card
We became best friends

Now everytime I think of you
My heart stutters
With the power
Of my feelings for you.

A Spark, A Flame, A Blaze

Fire is everywhere
Burning around us
Burning within us

Fire is powerful
giving us life
Bringing us death

Fire is sacred
Drawing us to the heavens
Connecting us to the Goddess





*i wrote this one for the full moon last night. It was part of the ritual on Lamb of the moon*

Heart to Heart


Seeing others together
Makes my heart cry out for you

Every minute we're apart
My heart yearns for yours
For you to be beside me
Your arms wrapped around me
Holding me close
Like you couldn't survive
Without me by yourside
Your lips upon mine
So gently
As if I were fragile

When I'm alone
You're the only one
My heart yearns for